live must go on, by time i feel no convidence what should i do for now and for next. Son in chinese culture must be repinsible with his family name and with his parent .. and i am a only one in my family.. i feel so much presure coz one site i must responsible with my parent and one site i must responsible for looking nice wife future…. now i am feel so bad , so stupid..Now i confuse what should i must decide 2 option ..
